Well, I guess Heathers's gone for good. She found someone better then me. I don't want anyone but her, I guess i am screwed for being with the one i love...

at Molly's New Year's party ever since that night, and he's really awesome. He moved away pretty much right after that party. He moved to Memphis. We've been friends basically texting off and on, etc. Well anyway, he decided to come home for a couple days and told me he wanted to see me. So I figured all right I'll go, it'll give me something to do. I didn't really expect much, just the usual when I talk to guys. The guy likes me or whatever, and I have no interest in him. But when I got there, I had so much fun. I was only there about 4 hours or less, but I didn't want to leave. We hit it off so well. There is just something about him, I don't know what it is but I like it! I remember at her party I felt it then too, but not quite as strongly. Mostly because I had a boyfriend at the time, but who knows? Anyway so I was thinking about him non-stop which was the best part about the whole night! Jim never crossed my mind while I was with Brady and that never happens!!!!!!!! I was so happy! Finally, Jim was out of my mind for more than two seconds. I am still single because I want to make sure this isn't a rebound thing before I get into it anymore. We are just friends, but I am sure we won't be just that forever. I'm just glad I'm one step closer to getting over Jim.

Thursday:
I woke up with someone other than Jim on my mind! I was worried I was only dreaming when I was with Brady and felt what I felt, but it was real! But anyway, I tried out for a solo and didn't get it, but I got understudy. So if the girl can't sing, I come to the rescue! But there is one more solo on this concert and more to come in the spring so I'm confident I'll get one! Not much else happened that day, but I talked to Brady and he missed me and was thinking a lot about me too which was great. I am so tired of missing someone who doesn't miss me! Finally, someone misses me too.

Friday (Today):
Today, I was still happy! That must be a friggin record for me nowadays. I tried out for the musical, Damn Yankees today. I felt like i did horrible but everyone seemed to think it was good. After Dakota and I tried out, we left and got food. Then we went to his house cuz his mom said he had to clean his room before he could go anywhere. After he was done we went to see Rent. OH MY GOD!!! Best movie I've seen in awhile. But be prepared to bring tissues. I never cry at movies and I bawled like a baby at this one! I recommend it to everyone! I also found out that Brady is definitely coming back here next week. He's going to come to my concert and go to the spaghetti drill show with me. I am so excited! He's actually coming earlier than Thursday, he's coming Monday but I'm not sure when he's gonna come see me. I am so excited!!!!!!!!! Anyway, that's about all that's happened to me! Take care!